I heard some noises from kitchen downstairs. " Jake woke up, you lazy piece of trash! It's eight a. m. and you're still in your bed! Move on, you have a lot of work!" My brother Eric was taken to the hospital eight days ago. He did it again. I know that he is not o.k. with our father, in school and he have a lot of other troubles, that I don't understand why he is doing it but I try. Anyway, I have to do my work outside and I think that I'll get to my bed so late. I think that it's the best idea that I can realize. Medicine is fuckin' boring and I don't want to study it. School is only for times when I can't help people in real life. I don't like woking with a lots of people, 'cause it should simply became a stereotype. And I hate times, when I'm getting bored.
I went out slowly, but already dressed and again without breakfast I start with my work. I was worried about Eric for all day long. Our father didn't care about us and I realized that I must care about me and Eric only by myself. O.k., we have something to eat and drink, but we had a lot of work and no free time. Eric was few years younger than me, but he can't erase things that our father often did to him. Eric was going to school with bruises and I hated my father, 'cause he was beating him when he did something wrong. Eric get depressed and his savior was his girlfriend, but when she find out, that our father is stupid like this, she run away.
He started to play guitar and he was always out with his friends, and he often came home totally drunk. I hate it and I needed to talk with him, but that day he did it. He cut his veins in bathroom and he got a chance to bleed out totally. And it was all our father's fault...
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